I miss being someone’s first choice.
Monday May 28 10:48pmI miss holding hands. I miss being close. I miss waking up every morning knowing I’m the first thought in someone’s mind. I miss being someone’s everything. I miss the random long sweet messages as a reminder of how much I mean to someone. I miss having someone like that in my life.
It was never me he wanted.
I was good when no one was around.
He doesn’t even love me.
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That heart crushing feeling you get when the person you love hates you half the time.
I wish I always knew the right thing to say. I’m trying to be perfect.. I promise..
Tuesday May 22 11:03pm






